Casablanca...

I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca

You know I've never really been there so I don't know

I guess our love story will never be seen on the big wide silver screen

But it hurt just as bad when I had to watch you go

The song has been playing repeatedly on Ed's comp. Not sure why its on, but he left without turning it off.

So here I am. Alone.

Why didn't I go out with Ed and the rest? Cause I'm feverish and struggling with assignments.

Why didn't he stay? Cause I told him to go.

Did I want him to stay? I don't know.

How do I feel? Teary. Disappointed. Dead.

Maybe the fever's playing with my emotions.

Sigh.